November 2009
October 2009
I’ve never not had anyone.
This is a terrible feeling.
I’m tired of being sad.
Of the urge to cry every time i lift my head.
The feeling of loss, as if someone died.
The chunk of my life that is gone.
I don’t miss those 10 years i had with you.
I miss that 1 year I had with you.
all the smoke in my neighbors yard makes me wish i had a film camera.
slr’s aren’t doing it for me.
i like how film looks.
fml.
