I’ve never not had anyone. This is a terrible feeling.
I’m tired of being sad. Of the urge to cry every time i lift my head. The feeling of loss, as if someone died. The chunk of my life that is gone. I don’t miss those 10 years i had with you. I miss that 1 year I had with you.
all the smoke in my neighbors yard makes me wish i had a film camera. slr’s aren’t doing it for me. i like how film looks. fml.